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well after … hmmm …  almost 4 years it has happened again … i’m officially unemployed. how do i feel you ask??? well not too bad … feel kinda blank, but not necessarily empty, just ‘free‘ i guess. Yeah, i think that’s just about the right word ….

The funny thing is it didn’t end the way i probably though it would. I mean i’ve heard it’s generally a mix of excitement, happiness, joy, sadness and dread. It’s this cocktail of emotions that generally drives us ahead. But the funny thing is i i didn’t really go through most of those emotions … the only real emotion that i felt is ‘Relief’. Now that may sound kinda insensitive to a lot of people and if so i apologize, however, it does feel good. Like most people who have gone through this step earlier will understand there is genuine excitement about this. But now almost 24 hours later the only real feeling that i am going through is ‘curiosity‘ … about what comes next.

Am i scared you ask??? wellll ??? maybe … but there’s also a new chance that you get. To do the right thing. To learn from your mistakes (and trust me … it’s a big list .. ). soooo i’m not too scared …

here’s to the next step … ^1

 

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